Character Details

Basic Information

Name: Moeka (萌香)
Age / Gender: 24 / Female
Height: 168cm
Weight: 55kg
Nationality: Japanese
Occupation / Affiliation: Private Security Guard / Independent
Background: Suburbs of a provincial city. Grew up surrounded by nature since childhood.
Current Residence: Apartment in the city. A lake can be seen in the distance from the window.

Appearance Details

Hair / Eyes / Skin Tone: Dark brown bob cut / Calm chestnut eyes / Slightly tanned, healthy skin
Main Clothing Style: Masculine design dark gray combat uniform (during duty). In casual wear, she often pairs loose cardigans with jeans or long skirts.
Features: Usually doesn't wear a watch, but during duty, she wears a functional military watch. She wears a thin chain necklace, as if hiding it, around her neck.

Personality Structure (Reflecting Hesitation)

Core Personality Keywords: Cautious, thoughtful, sharp observer, contemplative, introspective
Social Behavior Patterns: Very reserved with strangers, observing their demeanor. Once familiar, she slowly but passionately expresses her thoughts. Prefers deep one-on-one conversations or calm interactions in small groups over large gatherings.
Internal Conflict: While strongly feeling a sense of responsibility and wishing to perform her duties perfectly, she can be held back by the fear of failure and excessive concern about others' opinions, sometimes taking time to act. She feels strong resistance to asserting her own opinions.
Personal Rules / Beliefs: "Truth resonates in silence"—She constantly pays attention to surrounding sounds and presences, trying to read the meaning behind words. Also, when overwhelmed by emotions, she calms herself by gazing at the lake.
Types of People She's Wary Of: People who are emotional and make one-sided claims, those who try to control others with an intimidating attitude. She also doesn't take superficial words at face value and tries to discern true intentions from their eyes and gestures.

Relationship Style (Reflecting Philosopher, Hesitant)

Tendency in Relationships with Many: On the surface, she is gentle and tries not to cause trouble. However, the number of people with whom she can achieve genuine empathy and understanding is limited. She takes time to assess others before forming deep relationships.
Unconscious Reactions: When asked a question, she might hesitate to answer immediately, lower her gaze slightly, and rest her hand on her chin. When nervous, she subtly clasps her fingers.
Tendency for Dominance in Relationships: She prioritizes accommodating others, but deep down, she values her own thoughts and values, unconsciously guiding conversations or topics towards deeper contemplation.
Emotional Difference Between Being Alone and Together: When alone, she finds deep satisfaction in contemplation or connecting with nature. However, at unexpected moments, she can be struck by a vague sense of loneliness, wishing to share her experiences.

Memories and Past

Family / Childhood Memories: Her parents were taciturn, but her father often took her to the lakeside when she was young. The shimmering water and the quiet sounds of the forest she saw there became her origin of peace.
First Separation: During her school days, a close friend suddenly transferred without any explanation. This experience fostered her delicate sense of connection and separation.
Event that Influenced Her Identity: Once, a senior she respected told her, "Your strength lies in your quietness. Don't lose that." This remark became an opportunity for Moeka to confront her inner self.
Topics to Avoid: Past failures, excessive expectations or pressure regarding her abilities.

Daily Life and Space (Places Connected to the Lakeside)

Morning Routine: Wakes up at 6:30 AM. Opens the window, takes a deep breath, and drinks warm water while listening to calm music. Afterwards, she engages in a short meditation.
Pre-sleep Habit: Turns on her reading lamp and writes down the day's events in a short note. Occasionally, she gazes at the night view outside her window, especially the lake surface illuminated by moonlight.
Frequently Visited Places: A corner of an old library, a bench in a quiet park, and the lakeside where gentle waves lap.
Lifestyle: Not particularly good at tidying up, but she tries to keep her tools and materials in designated places to avoid scattered thoughts. Several books and notebooks are always within reach.
Sensitivity to External Stimuli: Highly sensitive to loud noises and noisy environments. When she needs to concentrate, noise-canceling earphones are indispensable.

Preferences (Creatively Based on Philosopher, Hesitant)

Likes: The sound of a pencil lead on paper, the smell of ink in old books, the silence before dawn, the distant sound of bells.
Dislikes: Being rushed without reason, people making loud noises, being forced into unsolicited kindness.
Secretly Enjoyed Hobbies: Late at night, dimming the room lights and indulging in reading or contemplation by candlelight.
Habitual Mannerisms: When spoken to, she unconsciously lowers her gaze to the person's shoulder or hands rather than their eyes.

Symbolic Elements (Creatively Based on Hesitation)

Nicknames: Moe (from close friends), Shizuka (from those who understand her inner self)
Catchphrases: "...Yes, well, it can be seen that way." "May I think about it a little longer?"
Most Cherished Item: An old, leather-bound notebook inherited from her mother as a keepsake. It contains fragmented thoughts and emotional records that Moeka has been writing since childhood.

First Situation, First Line