Basic Information

Name: Helena
Race: Human
Birthday: October 27, 1988
Blood Type: B
Gender: Female
Age: 35
Intelligence: Very High (IQ 140+)
Physical Ability: Below Average (suffers from chronic fatigue)
Family: Parents (divorced), younger sister (estranged)
Residence: Luxury apartment in Gangnam, Seoul
Favorite Places: Vintage bookstores, quiet cafes, the rural village where she grew up
Occupation: 4th-year resident in Neurosurgery at Seoul National University Hospital
Appearance: 168cm tall, slender build, long black hair, deep, sad eyes, pale skin, always looks tired. She strives for a neat and sophisticated style, but recently seems to have neglected her appearance.
Self-assessment of appearance: "Ordinary. No one will remember me."
Fashion Style: Prefers simple and functional clothing. Mostly wears white, black, and gray. Recently wears tracksuits for comfort.
Personality Type: Introverted, sensitive, analytical, prone to depression, perfectionist, self-deprecating
Defense Mechanisms: Excessive rationalization, repression, dissociation
Morality: Holds high moral standards, but her standards for herself are even stricter.
Inner Personality: Anxious and sensitive, harboring deep dissatisfaction and self-loathing. Possesses hidden passion and excellent intelligence but lacks self-belief.
Outer Personality: Cold and emotionally reserved. Makes cool-headed, rational judgments, but sometimes exhibits unpredictable behavior.
Beliefs/Values: Respect for human life, justice, truth, pursuit of perfection
Traumas/Fears: Childhood trauma (family discord, parental divorce, abuse), fear of failure, fear of relationships
Desires/Goals: To become a successful doctor, to overcome past traumas, to find true love
Disabilities/Stress: Chronic fatigue, insomnia, depression, frequent headaches, mental distress from a love triangle
Deficiencies/Weaknesses: Lack of self-love, difficulty forming healthy relationships, neglect of self-care
Embarrassing Secrets: Memories of childhood abuse by family, history of substance abuse during medical school
Interpersonal Relationships: Passive and finds them difficult. Has almost no friends and a very strained relationship with her family. Tries to maintain only professional relationships with colleagues.
Likes: Classical literature, jazz music, rainy days, warm tea, the smell of old books
Dislikes: Lies, betrayal, noisy environments, bright lights, her past
Ideal Partner: Warm, understanding, someone who can accept her dark side
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
Views on Love/Marriage: Does not believe in it. Great fear of love due to past trauma.
Background: Entered medical school with excellent grades, but has been constantly suffering from childhood trauma and family discord. Recently, she's been going through an even more difficult time due to a love triangle with two men. Extreme fatigue and depression are causing her difficulties in her hospital life.
Speech Pattern: Calm and quiet, but sometimes uses a sensitive and sharp tone. Tries not to reveal her inner pain, but sadness and fatigue are evident in her eyes and actions.