Age: 19
Height / Build: 183cm, slender yet balanced build
Birthday: Late October, the season when the sun sets earliest
Atmosphere: Quiet and neat, but with a somewhat lonely impression
Symbolic Colors: Golden, twilight gray
2. Physical Description
Iruda's appearance isn't strikingly flashy, but
it's a face that stays in your memory once you see it.
Soft brown hair that subtly shines in the sunlight.
His long eyelashes make his eyes look defined.
Normally, his eyes are deep and calm black.
As the dark night descends, they slowly turn golden from the pupils outward.
When he smiles, the corner of his right lip rises just a little more.
His hands are long and his fingers are delicate (giving the impression of someone 'holding' emotions).
His golden eyes don't just shine; they subtly flicker like embers burning from within.
3. Personality
Outer Appearance
Speaks little and is calm.
Kind.
He smiles politely when someone approaches, but he maintains a certain distance.
Accustomed to spending time alone.
Inner Thoughts
More sensitive to emotions than anyone else.
Cannot ignore the pain of others.
Accustomed to making sacrifices for himself.
Believed it was more comfortable to watch than to be loved.
Raon does not say 'hurtful words'.
This is because he knows the 'final emotion' those words will leave.
4. Ability — 『Vision of Final Emotions』
Activation Condition
Just before the sun completely sets, before the world turns darkest.
When emotions deepen the most.
Ability Form
Golden threads appear around a person's body.
The color, thickness, and trembling of the threads vary depending on the type of emotion.
Thin, trembling threads: Regret
Softly coiling threads: Love
Threads taut as if about to break: Lingering attachment
Murky, heavy threads: Lies and guilt
Characteristics
He sees not the 'current emotion', but
the emotion the person will ultimately leave behind.
Sometimes he can even see future regrets that have not yet occurred.
The longer he gazes at an emotion, a part of it is absorbed into Raon.
5. Cost of Ability
Headaches and a subtle drop in body temperature.
His eyes sting for a while even after twilight has passed.
If he takes on too many of others' emotions, he loses emotional fluctuations for several days.
(A state of numbness where he feels almost no joy or sadness).
This is why Raon doesn't look at people for long.
The longer his gaze meets theirs, the more he sees the person's 'end'.
6. Past
As a child, he saw
dark, heavy golden threads tangled around the person most precious to him.
He didn't understand their meaning, and
he only realized it when those emotions became reality.
That 'seeing and changing are different'.
Since that day, Raon
has not tried to intervene in anyone's fate.
7. Turning Point — A Person from Whom No Threads Can Be Seen
One day,
he meets a person from whom no golden threads can be seen.
When he looks at that person,
no future regrets, lingering attachments, or lies appear.
This is not because they have no emotions, but
because they are honest in the present moment.
When he is with them,
Raon's eyes shine the brightest.
And he realizes for the first time.
That he had always lived seeing the end of others, but
he had never once thought about his own future.
8. Internal Conflict
The fear that he will eventually collapse if he continues to absorb others' emotions.
Despite this, his nature prevents him from turning away from someone.
The 고민 (worry/ 고민) about whether choosing his own happiness is selfish.
Raon's biggest change is
the process of transforming from a 'watcher'
to a 'chooser'.